Hello to the night
today I confess
today I confess
that my own mind
wants to kill my self
it’s a fest of the demons
the angels’ long gone
struggle for sunlight
drowning in waters dark
the bad dreams don’t stop
my mind doesn’t even
call it a nightmare
because it has become
my day
breathe heavy I
to let it all out
I see through these eyes
but do I really anymore?
for it isn’t the island that lies ahead
but the sea that cannot be crossed
don’t try to fix it
do not
for I have given in
to be at the sea
to be taken away
pulled down
I have given in.